Our Lewy Body Dementia and Parkinson journey

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today we were working hard...nothing was working right it was hot and I am tired....I got really frustrated at hubby as he was trying to figure out what I wanted done I was trying to explain and finally I had to just say. Please just go away and leave me for 10 minutes. Just walk away. He had no idea what he did wrong. Me I was a mess. Hot, sweaty, tired and frustrated. I was the one going bonkers....hubby was just trying but not trying. Anyway we got it done after 10 minutes I went to find him and we worked together and got it done. Yes sometimes I am the mess.....now he is exhausted and just wanting to set and rest....I think we need a few days off....so planning a road trip for next week....time for some fun.

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