Our Lewy Body Dementia and Parkinson disease journey...mean

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 Our Lewy Body Dementia and Parkinson disease journey...mean

Well...I didn't want to post but to keep this chapter book going I must be honest and post. For several weeks now hubby has been changing...I thought I could handle it but mercy....at first he quit reading his Bible...then I would put the Bible on tape on and it was ok for a while. Then he got into talk shows...which for a while was ok. Then I noticed he was getting into not good talk shows. Now some of you might not agree but we have always held a standard in our home. No r rated movies...no cussing...no drinking alcohol...no smoking etc......always hubby and I agreed on this and we never even let our kids. But now hubby is into watching and listening to some crazy cussing shows...some weird shows.....gets real angry when I say something. So I hid the remotes. Now he can be just setting and just started yelling really angry.."SHUT UP" "DON'T TALK TO ME".....Then he settles down and then maybe within the hour again. I was dealing with it until now it happens about 2-3 times a day. I get stressed out about it. Now he is having some bowel problems and fights me on dealing with it. I hope you don't think I am complaining as I didn't want to say anything but some of you have been asking. Yes, I need your prayers....yes, I am not good at this....it makes me angry, sad, mad, crying, praying, laughing and just plain nuts. Lord just have mercy on me....to much is to much.....night all. stay safe, warm and healthy...and be blessed.

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