Our LBD and Parkinson disease journey

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 What a crazy night. Not about hubby he slept through all of it. Me I felt like I was fighting for my life. I know sounds like a lot of drama but to me it was bad. Bad cough, lots of mucus and my lungs are sore from all the coughing. I finally fall asleep and wake up coughing and then...I could not breathe...it felt like the air was only going through a pinhole to my lungs. I walk through the house trying to breathe. Thinking they are going to find you passed out on the floor. Lord I can't breathe. Just a pin hole of air is getting through. I know waking hubby is not an option. I think cold air will help.. to many locks and alarms on the door. Will be to late. Lord if it's my time to go. Help me. Walking trying to breathe. Moving my arms and body to try to expand my lungs. As I walk and pray slowly I feel a little more air going in. I think I am going to pass out. Keep walking. I know sounds like a lot of drama but this was real. I felt like I was fighting for my life. Alone in the dark. And then I started coughing again. My lungs felt like they were exploding with blood. They hurt so bad. Like I was getting poked with a lot of needles. Coughing and coughing and I could breathe. Air was getting in. Finally went back to bed and up this morning. Lungs are so tired and hurt. Yes I am going to the doctor as soon as he can see me. But it makes a person stop and think. Maybe it was just drama...maybe I panicked...maybe I am just weird...but I know what I felt and how it felt...we never know when our time is over...Lord just help me be ready when you call me home...

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